Happy Holidays

'' Lock the doors. We'll leave the world outside.''

hello darlings. so not much has happened since i last updated...lets see....hmm i worked some more my feet hurt so much but i keep thinking about the sweet pay its gonna be so its all good. lol

anyways i have to work again today ...do some english homework and yep thats it.

oh and today is my lovely sisters birthday......

HAPPPY BIRTHDAY SHARAN! <333!!!

 

this is for 'douche' ..lol shley..

ps. im not deaf ..if you think i didn't fucking hear you on friday...do wanna fight me?? im not afraid of your lesenza friend im fucking twice her size ..i will take her down ..if you effin have something to say ..say to my effin' face... don't come to my work ..smurking behind me ..i fucking hate you ..and i ll say this to your face ...im not got get people from my work to fight my battles ..im better then that.

( sister<3 )

so yesterday i went to work....it was okay ..

then i came home and talked to keegs for a bit then went and got ready for the night ,,, umm my phone is dead ..and im so pissed but  w/e. thats my luck.

hung out with jen shley amanda sheeva and lin last night ...

drove jen home ...and that was fun.

today is my parents 21st anniversary and so we all went out for lucn today ..and it  actually went really well me and my dad have sort of started to talk again . things are going back to normal and i guess im happy. not only family wise ..but in general everything !...its all gonna be good  again. so last night while listeing to music ..i realized ..i need to go to fg. so next weekend ....thats where im gonna be friday ..im going out with the fg ladies...sat. suneeta's gonna come to my place ...and then sunday back to fg. it'll be good. i can't wait.

so yesterday ...i went to work ..and ...thank gosh ... venessa ...stayed ...because i didn't wtf i was doing .....damn yogen fruz..and ice cream....but w/e i know ...how to close cafe now. s'all good. umm after ..i went to lin's house and met up with her amanda and jen it was fun we talked ...good stuff. then i drove jen and amanda home and yea that was it for the night. then this morning amanda called me at like 9 45 to tell me that she was gonna come get me and that we wer' going to calsantis. so me her jen sheeva and lin went ..and it was so much fun . ..i loved it. lol amanda tried to feed the lama gum but it spited it back out ...and she also tried to feed the goats fries...but ..man those goats are smart..and knew not to eat it ...umm we looked a deers chinchillas....rabbits...and birds..lol they wer' so loud ..haha it was funny. umm after that we went to sheevas ..and played the bongo game..and honestly its the greatest thing ever invented! i lovvvee it!!<3 i just finished working out ..now im gonna clean for a bit ...then go get jen ..and wer' goign back to lins tonight . sweet.

Friday:

well i was suppose to work friday night from 6 - 11 30 ...but they wer' sending people home ...so me and hannah decided to leave and we went cruising for a while..we went to the school ...so hannah could run in and get her debt card from her locker ..and umm yea the school really scary at night ...lol ..it was so wierd but w/e ..umm ...we went to her place...her rents werent home ...her brother was ..home alone...so she talked to him sum bit...and then we wer' gonna go to dinner ...and we thought about ...checking out Porcino's but ...meh...didnt look to special ..so we decided subway ...but i saw keegan working ..in the window ..and waved ...ha it was funny...and then we went to dinner ...oh ..and bought a bunch of junk food...for the screening later that night...umm ...yea so we went back to hannahs...and ....sat in her basement ..and then ...amanda called my cell ...and so me hannah ..her bro and her bro's friend ..went to go meet amanda sheeva jen lin and adelle  ...at the plex...and then ...went to shell gas station ..because the hannahs bro and his friend wanted to buy sum stuff ...but hung out there and talke for a little but ..and then me hannah ..her bro and friend...went to moxies we met up with ppl from work ..then headed over to the screening ..we watched Robots ..lol ..it was alright..lol ..umm cameron and hannah ..both had cowtails ...they make my tummy hurt...:( ...umm what else ..after the screening  i drove alot of ppl home...and it was snowing really bad ...car was really struggling ....but i made home ...umm yea that was pretty much the night.

Saturday:

i went and got lin ...we went and got some ...red bull ...and then went and got amanda and sheeva ..the went and got jen ..we went out for ice cream .at DQ ...it was really good ...and then ,,,we just drove around for a while ...lol ...jen ..kept telling me to drive slow ...because it was wierd..?!?! ..meh i didnt anyways ...and it was funny ...umm we went to lins....derek ,,and drew wer there ..we all watched anchorman ..<333! and then ..the beginning of Shaun of the Dead ...but then i had to go ...and so i drove jen ...home ..and amanda ..and her little furby that meows(i hate it...lol ..its scary)home too ..and then i  went home ..and scared raj keegan and sharan ...because they thought i was my parents...and raj and keegan wer drinking in front of shran ..and so they would of been in trouble ..i was the rents ...but no ..it was just me ..but ...yea ...keegs was over for a bit ...we watched tv..sum oc ...talked alot ..ha ...it was fun. then ..i went to sleep and that was then end of that night.

Sunday:

went to work ...then ..went for ice cream again ...with amanda and lin ..we got some gum ...lol ....went back to lins for a bit watched family guy ...and then amanda ..drove me home .

Today:

i work later tonight ....and yea i ll be home most of the day ....probly sleeping.

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ok kids...im a little tired right now..and wasn't feeling to very good today..so im gonna do a +/- entry .....and also ...i got sum pics that i'll be updating very soon..of some recent happenings.

(+)amanda

(+)amanda's house

(+)fudgsicle

(+)star

(+)sammy

(+)jennifer

(+)adelle

(+)Gilligans

(-)no one tree hill this week?!?!?!?!?!?!?! wtf!!!

(+)roxie

(+)tegan and sara

(+)straylight run

(+)billy

(+)hannah

(+)jess

(+)paul

(+)mike

(+)shely

(+) OH LIN!! ..lol *high fives*

(+)fata

(+)sheeva

(+)sheeva's house

(+) keegan hawkeswood!--your my hero ..lol ..

(+)raj

(+)sharan

(+)mumsies

(-) my father

(-)math test

(-) yearbooks....- you think id be happy....

(-) feeling sick

(+) one more day till march break...woweee Colasantis here i come...gosh i love that place...

(+) its thursday

(+) the oc

(+) five alive juice

(+) lindsay batson ..have in c-cun

(+) watching arthur with raj

(+) playing the bongo game at sheev's house...my fav EVER!

and yea thats all for now.

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alright so yesterday ..was ...a wierd day but ...all i gotta say is ..whatever happens ...happens...idk.

i went ot work and then went out after work with hannah and sara...me a hannah had a good talk about recent events ..im glad to see wer' on the same page. also ..sara's gone to t-dot ...have so much fun darling .....*thinks about kody...sighs* lol ..its all the looks indeed,<3 ...

and then today woke up early for a work meeting...hannah got me starbucks...thanks bunches....the meeting was actually fun ...sara's hilarious...so is john ...and omgsh the impression that i think rob (cant remember)did of brent was sooo funny...umm after the meeting i had to work from 11 45 - 5 30 ..but it was sweet because i got a 45 min. break ..and i worked with pretty awesome ..ppl ....haha paul ...hes crazy ...but hes awesome ...umm billy's....billy ...and thats nuff said ...lol ...umm yea ...after work ..i went home got ready ..and then amanda picked me up ..we went to lins ...went to go look for redbol at the surperstore ...they didnt have any ...liars! .." oh its in aisel 7 ..." ...umm no it isnt.. oh gosh ...oh well the we went to ckucky cheeses but the line was long so me lin and and caitlyn ..went to wendy's and i have never laughed so hard in my life...oh my soo funy ..'psst lin i gotta show you something lol ' hah hahh....ummm then we went to chucky cheese ...and there was no more line ...we met up with sammy adelled and her bf ...i saw roxie darling which truly made me happy<3 .....umm but me and lin played games together ...lin took my tickets lol ...s'all good. but yea we had to leave early because some of sammys toher friends wer there and this one guy chris ...mooned sammy ...and sum ppl...from one of the tubes ...and i guess a sum parents saw...and so they got us in toruble lol ..well me lin and cait ..werent there we wer at the pic booth but we had to leave anyways ......but umm ...it was a lotta fun ....and that would bring me to now ..tomorrow i work ....12 30 - 6 15 ..and school on monday ..yaaa!.....thats all.

!!!!!VOTE FOR KEEGAN ON WEDNESDAY!!!!!

i knew it......it's not over.....

Travis Barker announced that Blink 182 isn't over ....

THANK GOSH!

okay so yesterday was suppose to be hannahs party ....but ..alot of stuff changed last minute and stuff...so .that didnt end up happening instead sammy called me and said that she wanted to hang out ..so me and sam went to moxies and and i rode around in the shopping cart in the parking lot...but anyways it was too busy at moxies so we went to chucky cheese ..met up with more ppl ..crazy fun night ..i wanna go back ...real bad. umm today ....i woke up cleaned my room ...worked out ..talked to keegs went to work and got to work with sara...so much fun! and then ...bought candy floss ..lol and then dropped her off at home and then i came home ...watched sum tv ..ate sum dinner ..and yea ..still watching tv..mr. deeds is on ..i <3 adam sandler.  tomorrow is monday ...boo ..thats all . 

alright ..so ...today was a really gloomy day ..just wasn't in the mood for anything ..amanda was back which was nice .and we watched keegan in economics hahah that was fun lunch was boring ...my head started to hurt....media was fun i played with clay ..and math was just interesting as always...im so happy kristie took my shift today ...because working would of sucked! bahh i hate working on thursdays ...but i watched the oc and im so happy...summer and seth! *sigh* the way it should that made me sooo happy. lol i love his spiderman mask that was the greatest thing ever. umm suneeta darling called me and so did my grandparents ...my unlce came over i gots money for my birthday ...sweet ...umm what else ... this weekend im working and hanging out on sat . night so should be fun ...i want to get some english done too ...haha thats all.

 

today was my birthday

yes yes today was my birthday i had alotta fun ....green club sam sheeva and marie<3 umm all in all it was a lovey night hung out with the girls...amanda couldnt come though because shes sick ...feel better !!! but yes ...i love keegan hawkeswood ...cooolest person ever ..he won much take over AGAIN and he said happy-bday to me ..ahhh loved it ! thanks keegs<3

 

i dont even know where to start ......last night was the greatest night ever ...thank you to all:

shely

amanda

hannah

chelly

raj

sharan

jeff

keegan

josh

lin

marie

roxie

sheeva

caitlyn

by far the greatest birthday party ever!

so heres how it all went down.....

yesterday ..i was told that i was going to shelys house to hang out with her sheeva and caitlyn ...and we wer gonna go to russel woods and then go for dinner that was gonna be the night and then my surprise party was going to be saturday night..well that wasn't true at all ....so i went to shley and we did the whole hot tub thing ..and i got my hair soken wet and we went to russle woods ..and i had pool hair but didnt really care cuz i wasn't really gonna see anyone that night ...well turns out ..when wer at east side marios for 'dinner' i was really at my surprise party...ON A FRIDAY  not saturday...but FRIDAY! i didn not see that coming at all ..when i went in the restaurant everyone was there ...looking at me ...and laughing ...and it was really funny because i was sooo out of it! lol but it was great ...he was there ..which made so happy. ...umm  i effin love my friends ..greatest people alive. i ve never been this happy...thanks ,..and im so pumped for day 2 ..which is tonight...being 18 ...kicks ass already!

VOTE FOR KEEGAN ON FEB. 23rd  ON MUCH TAKE OVER

alright so today was valentines day ...mine wasn't anything to special had fun at school and then worked. but here some little blurbs for ya'll... go read.

amanda - fun weekend for you ...things are always so crazy but things will work out...lo he likes you .....possibly...but his family does know him best ..and your letter has 3 A's in it!lol thats gotta mean something! ur pimp.

roxie- oh hahah i can't get over the crabs... lol 'my kids are ugly' lol you truly made my morning with that statement ...i guess as long as he loves the crabs...right? haha love love love you

shely- crazy secrets going around and im nervouse ..but i trust you ...i can't wait ..lol and yes my first name is sekhon..hahha ...i swear im deaf ...gosh! thanks for skipping with me hahah ryan gelinas....we'll be seeing more of him ...lol when skip.again. tee hee hee <333333

lindz batson- 'what colour do i have...oh its good' ...'go girl' haha your amazing funny you can eat my hearts anytime..lol hearts all around.muah!

marie - thank  you darling soo much for the little valentines day message ..i loved it .. i love marie..  54651465415146514541514144451 times

sammy - thanks for my valentine .and the stickers and for the napolean dance ...lol 'your boobies are on my face lol' lllooooovvveeeeee for you.

sheeva - i heart you thanks for letting me eat some cake it was very good! <3333333333333

and.....i love :

-my sister

-'bob'

-kristalynn

-khushy

-lin lin

-brooklyn

-caitlyn

-sara w.

-laurnine

-chelly

-hannah

- billy

ps. work was so much fun tonite ...i love you guys.

thats all

[ m i n ]

( will you be my valentine? )

 

okay so last night stayed home ..talk to raj friends sum bit ..and candice was over for the night ...hah fun ...no parents ..<3! umm birthday in 10 days so ooooo excited ..im like sjxhfjsdhfjahsdjfhapsdjfh;adshfpoasd;fpadushfpao! umm hah working tomorrow and tomorrow is valentiners day ..bah .i dont really care too much ... umm didnt see keegan yesterday and that was one of my brothers friends i wanted to see the most. and umm i love shely. i love lindz batson... driving sara home and working with her is always so much fun ...<33333333 umm yea ..there not much to say ...gonna do sum hmwk ..watch tv....be online and just take it easy for the rest of the night. thats all.

alright i haven't updated in a while ...so im gonna do a +/- post here it goes:

(+) keegan

(+) raj

(+)sharan

(+) mom

(-) dad

(+)new car

(+)work

(+)cini-crew

(+) going to the pet smart with roxie

(+)meeting mac

(-) dead fishies everywhere

(-) not being able to save the cats

(+)sharky fishies

(+) easy to scare fish

(+) buying fishy

(-) fishy dieing

(+) skipping media arts to hang with sheeva

(+)subway

(+) math class

(-) chelsey trombley

(+) me and hannah making fun of chelsey trombley

(+) new found glory

(+)tegan and sara

(+) lindz batson

(+) lindsey

(+) whale

(+) conan

(+) salad fingers

(+) hall way talking at lins house

um thats all.

his eyes....his smile...so beautiful...ahh i miss him.

okay first things first....

my sympathy for the [ Wildcats ] , megz im glad your okay<3 and im sorry to the families who lost loved ones.

well its exam time...but im done thank gosh ...i hate families and foods...dfhdshgfds;gh;sdhg!  went to lunch with sheeva and amanda ...silly girls. especially that amanda..and her coca cola song hahaha <3 love love love. umm i miss shley i miss roxie i  miss the lin ....thursday will be great. tomorrow im hanging out with chelly and hannah we might go see a movie at noon i kinda also want to hit the mall...do sum shopping but well. see.. ummm 22 days till my birthday wooooooooooooooooo im definetly crazy excitied...eveything is going good except that i miss *him* havent seen him or even talked to him in sooooooo long its killing me...oh well.

the way this guy can turn a head...well its such a threat ...but i wont forget that he knows it. and this guy can break a heart....its like his own work of art and the worst part of all of this is that he knows it.

alright ...havent updated for a while....so heres how it all goes down. my feelings are split in two. and i dont know how to think or feel.

george banana pants - i love you so much ...thanks for the straylight run sticker and i hope some crazy miracle happens and you get to see metric!!! i hope you feel better . oh and when i saw you at my work that was really fun ..<3!

shley- oh shely ....what am i ever gonna do? ...things just get messed up sp quickly ..but thank god your there other wise ...i would be ''depressed'' ..lol ....anyways umm yea thanks for calling me last night making sure i was ok  lovvee youuu. - storm ..lmao

shamanda - your a silly nut....let me know how things went with tony...and if your going to wings.. we still gotta go to a basketball game lol *winks* umm but yea ...you make me laugh ...good job.lol...oh conky

linlin- oh lin ...hahah ...i dont even know what to say ....hahaha..we need sum min lin time theres lots to talk about! but i love you ...and thanks.

sheeva- i love you ...im sorry...its my fault. and hopefully after i see you today ...everything will be ok ...''something tell me that this going to make sense something tells me its going to take patience...something tells me that this will all work out in the end''

hannah- IT COULD HAPPEN....stop looking at the cup as half empty...you never know..but umm yea cruising...haha ..some of the best times ever dude.

thats all

-M    A   N   I   N   D   E  R   <3

so i ve been crying and feel like a jerk. im sorry . i hope you dont hate me too much. i really tried. once again im sorry.

ok so ..working on my isu ..and i need about 15 people to fill out this survey...its on suicide..depressing i know..but i need people to take it so please help ..and just e-mail it back to me..or put it in the comments ,..w/e is easier. thanks bunches.

e-mail: blink182_girl20@hotmail.com

-  M    A   N   I   N   D    E    R  <3

 

( please help me<3 )

alrighty ..so the swelling has gone down tons...i look normal  again ....yessssssss! but my friends did have fun laughing at me the first day i got back because i had a bit of a lisp going on ...hey! why dont you try talking with half your face swollen ...and then let me point at laugh at you! ugghh idiots ...just kidding ..i love you all . okay so umm lately i ven been in one of those thinking phases where i ve been ...just day dreaming all over the place...theres alot ppl talking...and when ppl talk .min thinks. thats just how that works. drama is on extremly high right now i dunno ...stupid stuff at least im not involved. woo go me. umm yesterday was work...with laranine..ha ...it was fun. umm work today was stupid...i hate conc. ummm what else ...oh of course ...look at all the snow..someone go t.boging with me ....raj is goign tonight but i have to go to a brown party...NOT FAIR.. id rather go t.bogging.! go roll around in the snow....i could do that in my back yard ..but i don.t want to run into another stick with my eye again ..cuz that just wasnt cool the first time around. lmao. oh geeze louise... umm i need to go shopping ...i havent done that in a while..oh man ok so last week i had like no shifts at work and i was so bored...i did nothing all week and now ...the week when im busy ...and good shows start to come back on tv .....IM EFFIN WORKING ..like how cool is that ...NOT AT ALL! ...uggh! okay ...well im done thats all.

a message for kristalynn -->

go to manage ...go to info....scroll down to the option of who you want read your journal ..and then 'friends only' it up ..<3333333!

-M     A    N    I    N     D   E    R <3